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I wish, it didn't have to end this way.
It doesn't matter anyway,
does it matter anyway?
I wish, I didn't have to see you cry,
when all I wanted was goodbye.
I just want to say goodbye,
but you linger, in the past.
Does it matter what we have?
We can't go back, it's not right.
I'm so tired, of petty fights.
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Do I seem different?
01:10
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Falling asleep, I'm trying my best.
I know I can't beat the rest.
Well I know you loved me once and that's enough
and I don't think I can take anymore.
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All Day (ft. Pastword11)
01:23
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Please don't misunderstand me, cuz it was merely a busy day for me.
I gave it my all I swear to you.
If it's not enough then I'm probably not for you.
I'm probably not for you,
or maybe you're not good for me.
Now I don't have anymore,
ways to try and talk to you,
all my choices are going gone,
what am I supposed to do?
Cuz I'm probably not for you.
All day long,
all day long I think of you,
I think of you.
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4. |
You're Pushing It
02:21
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Tried to sleep in Denver,
lose your bike in Philly,
wasting light November,
26th I remember.
All the dreams you've worked on,
it all seems pointless now,
trying to find someone,
to help calm you down.
Loserville's been demolished,
they've all moved to Memphis,
she got high in Paris,
My cellar is still in Saint Germain.
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Polaroids on my backdoor
I still see your face
I can hear your name
In my mind
I still hear your voice
when you called up my phone
on that night alone
i don’t know where i should go
you still linger
i don’t even know
if you’re gonna let me down
let me down easy
cause my heart can’t take it
my heart can’t…
Summer nights were filled with
the moonlight above me
where it shined on my wounds
I saw you in my mind
and you called up my phone
on that night alone
you said girl, you don’t even try
you’re deadbeat and i’m pushing you aside
the thought i had of you were wrong
i’m gonna leave you now all alone
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6. |
Drained
02:16
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Summer's taking over,
standing next to the ocean,
rain has been rough and I know
why I don't have to show.
Lose your face in my car,
why I don't have to stop?
I don't think you are this right,
chances are you're gonna die.
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7. |
Dear Sandra
02:36
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Dear Sandra, am I so sorry.
I didn't mean to be so angry.
Did I hurt you?
Did you cry?
I didn't mean to be so vile.
Someday you'll learn, that I am mean.
Someday I'll learn, that you're not mean.
I fucking hate you,
I hope you know that.
I wish I never had to see you.
I'm sorry Sandra,
even though I hurt you.
Did you ever cared for me?
I'm sorry Sandra,
I'm not that wild,
I know I've seen it, from a mile.
Can you wish to be unhappy?
Wish you wouldn't fuck with me,
I never loved you,
you were so boring,
I'm sorry Sandra,
fuck me again.
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8. |
Sulk song
01:55
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Clutching onto dreams where you used to love me.
Holding onto things that are not good for me.
I've tried so hard to find a way to make you stay.
I've already died a million times when you went away.
Just leave me, Emy don't love me.
Just leave me be, I don't think anybody loves me.
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I Don't Want To
01:48
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I don't want to be the one you like,
fuck I can't seem to feel alright,
don't they know that I'm the one that's wrong?
I don't want to.
I don't want to be another guy,
you fucked and dash from a drunken night,
I don't want to face another threat,
from a broken heart and a drugged up mess.
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Trust
03:01
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Seeing you on Sunday, I could've sworn my body's left my brain.
Now I'm all fucked on drugs and all I can do now is go insane.
Everyone is gone and i don't need fuck-bitches feeding me drugs,
tell me that they love me and then they go away to get their assholes fucked.
How can I trust you?
How could I trust you?
Why would I trust you?
I cannot trust you.
Losing myself today, I wonder what's in store for me today.
"Hey Aizat we love you" they say and then they tell me to go fuck myself.
I made them promise to me, that they would never leave me hanging on,
but I'm the fool with no friends, fuck them I can do this on my own.
How can I trust you?
How could I trust you?
Why would I trust you?
I cannot trust you.
Seeing you on Sunday, I could've sworn my body's left my brain.
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You wonder how I've messed up how I ruined your plans,
well shit got weird and you were shit and things got out of hand,
but it's alright cuz who am I? Everyone's your friend.
You prove me time and time that I'm not your friend.
I've seen it all before, I'm not that scared to go outside.
You've heard it all before, why don't we just go back inside.
I wondered how you messed up, how I ruined your plans.
Well shit got weird and weird got shit and things got out of hand.
but it's alright cuz who am I? Everyone's got plans.
You prove me time and time that we're not your friends.
I've seen it all before, I'm not that scared to go outside.
You've heard it all before, you're not that scared to go outside, screaming wanna die.
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12. |
Shattered
03:39
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13. |
Meant For You
01:26
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Said all I wanted to say, I wish you all the best.
What you do now don't matter, this life is just a test.
We're all too scared to try to, express our weirder side,
but fuck the status quo man, live like you're gonna die.
This life was meant for you, today was meant for you, tomorrow's meant for you.
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Waking up to sunset,
killing time to forget,
hadn't missed you one bit,
wishing I never met you.
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15. |
Ending/Promising
02:30
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Mirror Trash Carlisle, UK
Aizat, Joby, Asha, Robbo
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